a letter from my Prince...

I made her...she is different and unique; with love I formed her in her mother's womb. I fashioned her with great joy. I love her smile, I love her ways, I love to hear her laugh and the silly things she says and does. She brings me great pleasure. This is how I made her. I made her pretty but not beautiful, because i knew her heart, and knew she would be vain.... I wanted her to search out her heart and to learn that it would be me in her that would make her beautiful and it would be me in her that would draw friends. I made her in such a way that she would need me. I made her a little more lonesome than she would like to be...only because i want her to turn to me in her loneliness.... only because I need her to learn and depend only on me.... I know her heart; I know if I had not made her like this she would go her own chosen way and forget me, her creator. I have given her many good things and happy things.... because I love her. Because I love her I have seen her broken heart...and the tears she cried alone, I have cried with her, and had a broken heart too. Many times she has stumbled and fallen alone only because she would not hold my hand. So many lessons she's learned the hard way, because she would not listen to my voice. So many times I have set back and sadly watched her go on her merry way alone, only to watch her return to my arms sad and broken. And now she is mine again... I made her and bought her because I love her. I have to replace her and remold her to renew her to what I have planned for her to be. It has not been easy for her or for me. I want her to be conformed to my image...this high goal I have set for her, because I love her. ~Jesus